What I’ve learned about sitting in the field of Shakti is that it tickles me, opens me, challenges me, and awakens me even when I don’t know that I’m willing. I’m practicing letting go of my stories, allowing what I think to drop away and reveal the truth…I’ve done this many times, but each time I find some new delusion that I’ve been clinging to.
This morning its the idea that I’ve been searching for my next ‘teacher’/ ‘learning experience’. This has gone out as an active call to the universe, and the links and teachers have been presented perfectly over the past few months. This has resulted in my actually researching and interviewing different schools and practitioners who feel in resonance with who I am, and the depth I crave. It’s a humbling process, searching for what I feel I don’t yet know.
For as long as I can remember I’ve wanted to go deeper, I’ve wanted real connections and the masks to drop away. This morning I realized that what I’ve been searching for I’ve already found. So, in a flash of insight I realized I will just go deeper. There is no waiting for permission. There is nothing stopping me, no rules or necessary teachings. I’m falling into myself even as I type, sinking deeper, allowing the layers to fall away.
Today I dive deeper into myself.